From Epikho to Palekythro…

From Epikho to Palekythro…

Sevgul Uludag

caramel_cy@yahoo.com

Tel: 00 357 99 966518
00 90 542 853 8436

Dr. Dervish Ozer comes from abroad for a few days and as we had agreed, we go investigating in the area of Epiho and Palekythro… We meet around noon – the weather is fantastic, the fields all green and yellow and we manage to see a few red tulips here and there… In some places purple flowers have bloomed and all over there are swallows and doves singing and busy flying: It is spring time in Cyprus, the spring time that we need to appreciate where life blooms and gives hope for better days to come even though on the ground life might look bleak at times…
We go to pick up a witness from his house, unannounced but our witness comes from a good family and he never refuses to come with us if we show up and ask him to help… He has helped find the Souppouris and Liasis families, killed by others but buried by him…
We go first somewhere in Epiho – almost a year ago, the Cyprus Missing Persons' Committee had been digging at a bridge in Epiho… Now in the coffee shop he heard people saying that `They have dug the wrong place` and described `the right place` for looking for four or five `missing` Greek Cypriots… So off we go together, walking in the fields and trying to locate the place they have described him…
He asked them in the coffee shop, `Why didn't you go forward and warn them that they were digging the wrong place?` and the answer was `We don't want to be involved…` So they kept quiet for a year and only now start speaking up…
It is a sort of a stream behind a mandra – the stream is called `The Cemetery Stream`… We climb up and see the broken and now disused device installed during British times, in order to stop the water from the stream and use it for irrigation…
`They had seen the bodies in this area` he says, pointing out the length of the heaps of soil stretching along the `Cemetery Stream` behind the mandra. I take photos and notes and then we walk back to the car passing through the fields full of yellow and white daisies…
We drive to Palekythro, to the mass grave where very young children, women and some men from the Souppouris and Liasis families had been buried. We stop on the road…
`The road was not like that in those days` he says, `it was a narrow dirt track…`
At the orders of the soldiers, they had taken here on a trolley behind a tractor the bodies and buried them…
It was getting dark and in those days there was a curfew in order to stop looting so they had been in a hurry to leave back to Epiho…
They had thought they had buried all but as they were leaving in a rush, they noticed that they had forgotten to bury a child – the child was in the trolley behind the tractor. So they stopped and put the child on the side of the road and a few meters further up, they got off the tractor and left in another car for their village. They were terrified in case they got caught after the curfew – so that's why they were in such a big rush…
`We put the child on the side of the dirt track between these two houses – these two houses were there` he says…
The child he is talking about is the nine year old Giannis Souppouris whose body had not been found in the mass grave. Giannis was only nine years old… Petros Souppouris at that time 10 years old and his younger brother Costas were the only ones who had survived from the Souppouris family in this massacre. Their mother Areti had been 39, their father Andreas was only 48, their aunt Thekla 45, their small brother Dimitris only 5, their small sister only 3 years old… George Liasi who had been only 13 years old too survived wounded from this massacre and had identified the killers – his sister Yianoulla would survive with heavy wounds, her two year old son having been killed. Their mother, sisters, grandmother and grandfather were also killed in this massacre. There had been 21 persons in the house of Souppouris and only Petros Souppouris who had been wounded, his brother Costas who had escaped and had hidden, George who had been wounded and Yianoulla
with heavy wounds had survived… 17 had been killed but from the mass grave remains of 16 persons had come out…
It was the first time that I had seen a mass grave in my life while it was being exhumed and this had been such a great shock for me… I had sat by the mass grave and cried, seeing how they had been thrown in the grave, the clothes of women and children, their shoes and how they lay there, life stolen from them… We had gone together with my friend, journalist Andreas Paraschos to the mass grave…
Turkish Cypriots did not know anything about the massacre at Palekythro – I would find witnesses and learn the story of what actually happened here and had written so many articles and published so many interviews about it and finally Turkish Cypriots would learn about the Palekythro massacre. Dr. Dervish Ozer wanted so much to find out about what had happened to little Yiannis Souppouris whose remains they could not find in the mass grave… It is due to his investigations that we are here today, standing on the road and looking at the mass grave and talking with the witness who had buried them… I thank my reader, Dr. Dervish Ozer who has written so many humanitarian stories about our dark history, sad stories but also funny stories based on reality – he is one of the most promising writers in Cyprus who does not take `sides` but writes humane stories of both Turkish Cypriots and Greek Cypriots… It is due to his insistence and putting his whole
heart to find out what actually happened to little, nine year old Giannis that we are here today… There are not enough words to thank him for doing this completely voluntarily as a humanitarian task…
I take photographs from the road and notes and we leave to go back on the Nicosia-Famagusta road, near Epiho… We take a left turn and stop – in this area there had been a lot of Greek Cypriot bodies who had been killed during the war – the whole area had been completely empty but now buildings have been constructed on the side of the road… We wouldn't know where they buried them – they are somewhere here all right but when people don't come forward and talk, we wouldn't find out – only accidentally as they are doing road works or waterworks or digging to build a new building the remains might come out…
We go back to Epiho – we stop at the house of our witness, thanking him for coming with us and then we go to the house of the sister of Dervish to have lunch… Afterwards we would go to his father's fields to collect some celery, broccoli, spring onions and other fresh vegetables that he grows organically… The view is amazing from Epiho – you can see the whole Pentataktilos mountain range from the field…
Perhaps one day our country will see better days and simply enjoy spring – but now we still have to continue to investigate in order to remove the darkness of the past from our lives…

7.3.2015

Photo: The missing child from Palekythro, Yannis Souppouris...

(*) Article published in the POLITIS newspaper on the 29th of March, 2015 – Sunday.

`I don’t like humans with guns, I don’t call those who hurt people `human`…`

`I don't like humans with guns, I don't call those who hurt people `human`…`

Sevgul Uludag

caramel_cy@yahoo.com

Tel: 00 357 99 966518
00 90 542 853 8436

Dr. Hale Erel who had been a very small child in 1963 continues to write her memoirs from Kaymakli (Omorphita) as they could not escape and stayed behind… I want to share the memories of this child today with you… Dr. Hale Erel, whose writing we shared before on these pages, writes:
`We are in the car, I am sitting in my mother's lap, we are trying to go somewhere but we are prevented. Around the car are men with long guns in their hands. We want to escape but we can't. Guns are pointed at us, some people shout, I don't understand. My father does not speak, he has sons, he has daughters, his face is getting red but he is silent. If we had gone a little bit further, we would reach the Turkish Cypriot border and we would be saved. We can see the REGIS factory on the horizon. We are escaping, why we are escaping from home, I don't understand. There are soldiers who are blocking the car, they all have beards, some of them hold cigarettes – then a bit further up another commotion happens and their attention is diverted there, the front of the car now is open, I can see a man's body lying on the floor, he only has his pants on, the boots are crushing his naked back, four boots, two of them are on his head, the others on his
back. First I see this and my mother tries to cover my face, my father says, `Let's go back`. `It is Ruso` he says, I don't know who he is. The car is crowded but there is dead silence, no one speaks. My mother also says `Let's go back` and we go back.
I get to know failure that day and I say I will never have failures in my life. We go back home. We cannot escape from this imprisonment. We go in and my mother sends me under the table again. A little while later the door is almost crushed with fists. My father opens the door. We hide under the table, few kids, numerous soldiers walk in our house with guns in their hands. They run here and there. We have a lot of kids, a lot of women, grown up youngsters and fathers in the house.
Boots go around the house, I only watch the boots from under the table, when I peek out I also see the guns and the barrels of the guns. They shout at my father, my mother speaks to them half in Greek and half in Turkish and tries to tell them we don't have guns and that the children are very frightened.
They go upstairs. I hear the sound of the boots in the rooms, these are mixed with human voices that I don't understand. There comes someone in a black coat, with a gun over his shoulder and hand guns in his hands, he stops in front of my father with his red eyes… `Don't do it again` he says to my father, `don't try to escape…` Some Turkish, some Greek words. He holds my father by his shoulders and pushes him to the couch.
They gather up and go but their smell and fear remains behind. `It was …` my father says, with this one word everyone understands what he says except me, I am too young to understand the magic of this word. `We must escape immediately or they will kill us` he says. Once again we get in the cars. We must escape, we must go and never return. This is also a short adventure since they've cut the roads, men with guns. They stop us again and there are so many guns around us. They shout at us, pointing their guns at us. It is like a theatre, everyone lifts up their hands. I don't understand why they lift up their hands. My arms are next to my body and there is a soldier walking towards me. He shouts at me in a language I do not understand, I want to cry but I look forward and I meet the eyes of my brother, he has his arms up and he smiles at me, I smile at him for giving me courage.
We played a lot of games but it's the first time that we are playing `lifting your arms up` like this and everyone is playing with us. At that moment the slap in my face is so painful but I do not cry. I look up at the owner of that hand, I cannot see his face because of his gun but I understand that he is not a human being. I know that a human cannot hit a desperate child. I do not lift up my hands. I learn not to bend my head that day. That day I learn how to smile at life when I feel real pain and when my heart is really broken. No one understands how broken I am, my mind rules my heart, I put a smile on my face. I remember theatre and I wait for it to end.
Again those big boots prevent us from leaving. We go back in the car again. I sit in my mother's lap, my auntie kisses my cheek, I smile at my brother, I hold his hand as he takes me under the table again. `You stay here nice and calm` he says.
My life under the table does not last long. The door is almost crushed again with fists, in the front the man with a long beard and a long coat, with a lot of men with guns are everywhere. That day I swear that neither the real, nor a toy gun will ever enter my house, I will never be near a gun ever. I know that man, my father had said …, I remember. They shout and they search the men, they enter the rooms, they push everyone. I get out from under the table, my brother comes running and holds my hand, my eyes search my other brother, he comes and holds my hand.
Then they take away all men above 11 years old, 17 men away and I learn what is mourning in a house. The voices of women crying for their brothers, women crying for their husbands, women crying for their children and children crying for their fathers get mixed up. Big sisters start collecting from the ground what has been thrown out from cupboards, my mother learns what is it to cry and it's as though she teaches us this, my auntie throws herself around for her brother, the baby in the couchette learns how to cry again. I wrap myself around the skirts of my mother, for my father that I will never see, my mother does not see me, she does not feel me, she does not recognize me, she does not recognize anyone, she just throws herself all over the place. She forgets us, she actually forgets herself…
How many days have gone by, how many hours, no one knows. There is a commotion in the garden, there's voices, there's a knock on the door, there's men voices in the garden, this time I understand what they are saying, my auntie hugs her children who came back, she asks about her brother but no one knows what happened to her brother. `They didn't let my uncle go` says someone. The shrilling cry of my auntie is mixed with my mother's voice, one of them is crying for her husband, the other for her brother. Having a bullet in his pocket has prevented my father's coming home, that bullet that had broken our window, had gone on the refrigerator, my father had taken it from there and had put it in his pocket and had gone in haste, having forgotten about it. That bullet that had come out of numerous guns pointed towards us, having found its target. The owner of that bullet had big boots, men with beards, spoke in a language I did not understand,
couldn't understand why they were trying to kill us.
They could not kill, the UN had come in time to save them. Again … comes and brings us back our father as though giving him as a pawn to us, saying he will come back and pick him up, he wears that black coat, with his long beard and red eyes. He says he will pick him up in the morning and leaves. What a bad thing to have one's father like a pawn. How bad is it to have one's husband as a pawn for one night. I don't like men with long black coats. I don't like people who hold guns in their hands and I don't call people `humans` who hurt other people.
Morning doesn't come but time goes very quickly. As the door knocks, my father gets ready to leave to the unknown, he looks behind at my mother, at me, I jump to his lap. His beard that has grown hurts me but I do not cry, perhaps I have no more tears, they don't flow. My father opens the door slowly as he says goodbye to us with his eyes, like a victim but as we meet the eyes of the soldier at the door we understand that he is saved. He is tall and has a clean face. My mother jumps up towards the door, my brothers run to the garden before me, an English soldier takes me in his arms, then we walk together towards the door, we pass the garden, we come near a military car, the boot opens and I see the most wonderful sweets and gums there… I don't know if it is the sweets that make me cry or my mother and father watching us. I don't remember. The only thing that I remember from that day is that my big brothers carry the sweets and biscuits home,
my father hugging my mother, me tasting the best chocolate in the arms of a soldier. Then I remember that they call me `Watery eyes`. When I am happy, when I am sad, when I remember the past I have wet eyes and they call me `Watery eyes`. We have a bayram without it being bayram… And words like bullet and gun never cross our minds anymore. We forget everything. Sweets, chocolate, biscuits, tall smiling English speaking soldiers. I only remember those. I forget the guns, I don't know what a bullet is, that slap on my face never leaves a mark. I never remember those theatre players who have become soldiers without first becoming humans. Those who are not human, those who are just in a format of humans never enter my games anymore…`
(*) Huseyin Ruso is still `missing` from Kaymakli (Omorphita) since 1963.

Photo: Hale Erel as a child...

(*) Article published in POLITIS newspaper on the 22nd of March, 2015 Sunday.

Evil and humanity in Cyprus…

Evil and humanity in Cyprus…

Sevgul Uludag

caramel_cy@yahoo.com

Tel: 00 357 99 966518
00 90 542 853 8436

Evil resides on the island with us. Evil has arms, legs, a head – it walks, it talks, it makes friends, it mixes with us… Evil is in the form of human being. Evil is in the form of a retired teacher, residing in Lefkonico and Limassol… The one who resides in Lefkonico and the one who used to teach in Limassol have many things in common: They were involved with rape in 1974. The one who used to teach in Limassol has the worst possible record: he was also involved in mass killings in Maratha… Evil has no nationality, no passport, no identity card: Evil is beyond nationality, beyond check points, beyond partition… Evil has arms and legs, it walks, it talks, it has a safe home in Cyprus because no one dares touch it. People fear evil so they keep away and do not really think that with their silence, they have been giving their `silent consent` to evil. Evil resides in Epiho in the form of human being, building apartments and renting houses… The
evil `person` from Epiho was also involved with rape and mass killings in Palekythro. But he resides comfortably on this island because no one dares touch him. The only time he almost got a heart attack was when the checkpoints opened in 2003 and during the Annan Plan campaigns… He was seriously considering selling everything he had and moving to Turkey – he knows what he has done and had some `fear` in his heart for a short time but now that 12 years has gone by since the opening of the checkpoints, he feels comfortable as before because he has understood that no one touches the evil… He can sleep safe and sound…
Evil resides in the form of the owner of a famous company in Nicosia, having being hired as a sniper years ago, coming to this island to kill those that the underground leadership did not like. Killing a very young journalist in a barber shop while he was shaving… No one dares touch him and he lives comfortably in this land of scars… Evil resides in Famagusta in the form of human being, walking, talking, still threatening – writing poetry and reading it out loud… This evil `person` was in the gardens of Perdjana in Varosha and what happened that day made one person go crazy but not him – he keeps his senses and even writes poetry, thinking of himself as a `hero`…
Our land has a scarface, hidden under the beauty, the sun, the sea, the brightness of the colours… Evil is everywhere – north and south – because this is its land. But there is also mercy, compassion and humanity that managed to survive on this land… Humanity also has a human face and despite all the fear, it manages quietly to seep through the soil – it is fragile and needs help and encouragement to show its face to us… Humanity is not as bold as evil, it hides under the shadows, it has camouflage and only if you encourage it, it might come out to show its beautiful colours – colours of love and friendship, colours of the heart of humans who have helped each other in drastic times – it too has no passport, no identity, it is there, hidden in the puzzle of broken Cyprus, you just need to look for the pieces and try to bring them together to fit in order to understand how we can survive on this land of evil and humanity…
Humanity resides in Lapithos and calls me one night to tell me about the burial site of two human beings…
`It had rained a lot` he says, `and there came out two skeletons, on the junction of this building…`
He explains to me where this junction is…
`I can show it to you` he says…
`Why are you so sure?`
`Because at that time, I took out the big bones and threw them in the river bed… At that time, there was no sensitivity about `missing persons` - all those years ago because this happened in 1978-79… But there remains the hands and the feet and other bones, the ribs for instance… I realize now that I can help two families of two `missing persons` by telling you about this burial site…They were two Greek Cypriot soldiers, from the way they dressed this was what I understood…`
I thank humanity from Lapithos for this… I will go and visit him and he will show me the burial site…
Humanity from another village invites me to dinner and we sit and eat and talk… His wife and wonderful daughter and daughter in law have cooked many things – I cannot eat too much – I am simply mesmerized by their humanity… He tells me about a place in Tseri, a small stream called Almiros…
`In 1964 a Greek Cypriot from Latsia was killed by some Turkish Cypriots around the Paphos Gate in Nicosia. As `revenge` some Greek Cypriots from Latsia would kidnap one or two buses going to Paphos from Nicosia and those inside the bus were taken to Tseri and killed and buried next to the stream Almiros. We only heard about it after some time but we don't know the exact location of the burial… But if the Cyprus Missing Persons' Committee can investigate the area around Almiros, perhaps they can find something…`
The bus he is talking about had been kidnapped on the 30th of April 1964 from Latsia. The people `missing` from the bus going to Paphos were Mehmet Sinan, Pembe Mehmet Sinan, Mehmet Ahmet, Kamil Mehmet and Fezile Ali – two women and three men… With the help of humanity perhaps we will be able to find their remains to return to their families who have been waiting for the last 51 years to hear news of them…
Another human face calls me from Limassol… She has been reading my articles in POLITIS and one in particular refreshed her memories…
`There was something we used to talk about at home, a tragic story that my father had witnessed in Paralimni… Both my mother and father used to talk about this with sadness.
My father used to work at night in 1964 and had actually seen those Turkish Cypriots taken to Paralimni to be executed. By accident he had been a witness to this. He died years ago… I always used to ask my mother where they might have been buried, those Turkish Cypriots kidnapped from Famagusta and taken to Paralimni to be killed. My mother always used to tell me that it is impossible to find them now, they had been buried next to a very high building in Paralimni… When I read last week in POLITIS in your article that a Greek Cypriot reader showed a burial site to you and you showed it to the Cyprus Missing Persons' Committee and they started digging and found the remains of three `missing` Turkish Cypriots in Paralimni, I felt relief… I hope that the remains of the other `missing` Turkish Cypriots would also be found in Paralimni…. Please continue what you are doing because this is good both for Turkish Cypriots and Greek Cypriots…`
Yes, evil resides in Cyprus but so does humanity… Let us encourage humanity so that it shows its face more often so that we can all smile and have faith in a better future on this land…

20.2.2015

Photo: Digging of the well in Paralimni that one of my Greek Cypriot readers have shown...

(*) Article published in the POLITIS newspaper on the 15th of March, 2015 Sunday.

The striking similarity of the lives of Maria and Ayshe…

The striking similarity of the lives of Maria and Ayshe…

Sevgul Uludag

caramel_cy@yahoo.com

Tel: 00 357 99 966518

I go to two funerals, one in Dromolaxia, one in Gaziveran. I go to the burial ceremony of Kyriacos Constanti Hadjisoteri who had been `missing` since 1974 and to Ozer Ekrem Emin who was `missing` since 1963. They were both innocent, they were both kidnapped and `disappeared`. They were killed and both were buried in wells: Ozer Ekrem Emin in a well in Kokkinotrimitia, Kyriacos Constanti Hadjisoteri in a well in Livadia in Karpaz.
Both had a wife and three children each. Both of them had a daughter each and two sons each…
Ayshe from Gaziveran was six months pregnant to her daughter and three months after her husband went `missing` she gave birth to Sherife, the daughter. Her sons Huseyin and Raif were small kids, one seven, the other five and a half… Ayshe's life from 1963 onwards would stretch out before her as a life of misery and waiting…
Maria had three kids when her husband was kidnapped from their house in Komikebir – Takis, Costakis and Salomi… She too would have a life of misery and suffering just like Ayshe who had passed from the same path 11 years before her… She too would wait and wait and wait for the return of her husband…
But both women would have a similar fate… I would realize this during the funerals… Their life would not be enough to see the day that the remains of their husbands had been found: Maria would pass away in 2001 and Ayshe would pass away in 2002. Kyriacos would be buried in the same grave as Maria and Ozer Ekrem would be buried in a grave next to Ayshe…
They would finally unite in a graveyard…
The weather was cold and dark clouds had gathered in Gaziveran, a Turkish Cypriot village close to Prastio and Morphou as we had gone to the mosque for the funeral.
I had been a bit worried about both funerals: that of Kyriacos on the 7th of February in Dromolaxia and that of Ekrem on the 9th of February in Gaziveran. The wife of Kyriacos had died, his kids had gone to England and they were coming back for the funeral… The wife of Ekrem had died and his kids had moved away from Gaziveran to other towns and they were coming to Gaziveran for the funeral… I had been worried in case not too many people would show up but I was wrong: People from Komikebir would come all the way from Limassol and other places to attend the funeral… People from Gaziveran and other places came to the funeral of Ekrem… In their last journey, there would be a lot of their villagers and friends to be there…
Huseyin, the son of Ekrem would stand next to the open grave where they would lay the remains of his father and make a short speech… He was holding the two wedding bands in his hand… He would throw the wedding bands of his mother and father in the open grave and cry: `Now they are uniting after so many years of waiting…`
They had dug a grave right next to the grave of Ayshe and we would stand in the rain watching the burial…
Ekrem had been a policeman at Peristerona and he had many Greek Cypriot friends – Ekrem always dressed up and looked very smart and played the saz and had a nice voice and sang songs… They would eat and drink and he would play and sing… I heard these stories from his good Greek Cypriot friends, stories about him, stories of happiness and tragedy… His son Huseyin still can't believe how one of his Greek Cypriot friends could take him away and fetch him to Kokkinotrimitia where he would be killed together with his sergeant Ahmet Osman and other Turkish Cypriots to be thrown in the chain of wells there… Huseyin the son would make the funeral speech in Gaziveran and would have difficulty speaking – so full of emotion, so many tears for so many years… The skies would open up and we would have a strong shower of rain – it would be as though the earth would hear his cry and would send its tears on the grave… We would all be soaked under the
rain, sharing the pain of this family…
The grandson of Kyriacos from Komikebir, carrying the same name as his grandfather - also Kyriacos - would make the funeral speech in the church in Dromolaxia… He came to Cyprus to attend the funeral and he would speak about his memories with his grandfather… How they would go to work in the fields together, how his grandfather would allow him to drive the tractor despite his small age, how he saw his grandfather for the last time, how he insisted to stay in Komikebir and not leave because he had nothing to fear, he hadn't done anything wrong…
We would lay the coffin of Kyriacos in the grave of his wife…
Both Maria and Ayshe would now lay with their `missing` husbands for whom they had waited for… This would be `the end`, `the final chapter`, `the closure`…
The striking similarity of the lives of Maria and Ayshe and their kids stay with me after the funerals for many days…
I keep thinking how their `missing` husbands would finally be buried with them… With a decade apart, both had similar pain, similar experiences… Almost identical lives… Identical pain, identical wait, identical suffering… Why is it that we cannot see that the mass majority in this island, either Turkish Cypriot or Greek Cypriot have had identical suffering and instead we try to `victimize` ourselves? Why is it that this vital piece of information is kept from our children at school, what do they learn if they don't learn this? And can you call this `learning`?
We lead `separate lives` on this island and we are kept `unaware` about how the experiences throughout our lives had been very similar…
The `partition` of this island is not only the biggest `crime` but also has led to the change of mentality where people simply do not see each other and make each other `invisible` despite so many similarities and so many similar experiences…
The story of the lives of Maria and Ayshe should be taught in all schools, both Turkish Cypriot and Greek Cypriot… Groups of children should visit their graves in Dromolaxia and Gaziveran and meet their children to hear and see how our lives in Cyprus had been very similar and how our suffering is common…
Instead of the `big words` of politicians about `the Cyprus problem`, we should hear of stories like Maria's and Ayshe's and so many others so that we can perhaps see how our fate on this island is also common…

14.2.2015

Photo: The son and grandchildren of Kyriacos at the grave of Maria...

(*) Article published in POLITIS on the 8th of March 2015, Sunday.

From Kokkinotrimitia to Gaziveran…

From Kokkinotrimitia to Gaziveran…

Sevgul Uludag

caramel_cy@yahoo.com

Tel: 00 357 99 966518
00 90 542 953 8436

I want to go away to the sea, to walk on the beach, to feel the winter breeze, the salt, the fresh air, to look at the birds, the cats, the dogs, all the animals and all the flowers and all the trees – I want to stroke the head of all the cats, all the dogs, I want to touch each and every flower, smell the jasmine, the rose, the daisy, I want to touch each pine tree, each walnut tree, each olive tree.. I want to connect with the stars and the moon, with the galaxy and the earth, I want to find a way out of this sick country that would heal my heart…
Humans can endure so much and my heart proves this – it has been broken so many times… Just last night and today as I was speaking with the sons of a `missing person` whose remains were found in a well in Kokkinotrimitia I feel how much joy they have and how deep their sorrow is at the same time… They will have the funeral on Monday, the 9th of February 2015 and I will go… Their mother Ayshe's heart could not survive to see the day her husband's remains would be found and returned to her – she had died on the 9th of February 2002 – 13 years later on the same day that she died, her children will bury her beloved `missing` husband next to her grave in Gaziveran. I will go and be with the two sons and the daughter who has never seen her father. Ayshe had been pregnant when her husband went `missing` on the 28th of December 1963 – in fact he did not just go and `disappear` - he was a policeman serving in Peristerona and some Greek Cypriots
went to the police station in Peristerona and took him by force, together with Ahmet Osman Chavush… Those Greek Cypriots would take Ozer Ekrem Emin and Ahmet Osman to Kokkinotrimitia and they would keep him in the police station there for a few days, as I would discover years later during my investigations… The policeman working at Kokkinotrimitia, Hasan Nural Djevdet would also be kept there by the same `team` of Greek Cypriots. Another Turkish Cypriot who had gone from the area of Lefka to Nicosia to sell his oranges would also be stopped and put in the police station at Kokkinotrimitia… And some more others… They would be executed and buried in the chain of wells (`laοumi`) just on the edge of Kokkinotrimitia, around `Nea Horko`… One Greek Cypriot reader would tell me the story and I would publish it – I would go to see these chain of wells where they had been buried… I would go with my dear friend Maria Georgiadou from Kythrea and we
would be both shocked at what had happened in this village… I would even see the truck of the Turkish Cypriot that he had used to sell oranges – it had been changed and used for many years by one of the perpetrators… I would take photos of the truck… Such arrogance would freeze our hearts, both Maria's and mine and I would go around with a broken heart for many days to come afterwards… We would meet the guy who was not from this village but who knew the chain of wells and he would show us and also give us a map… I would share all this information both with my Turkish Cypriot and Greek Cypriot readers, as well as the officials of the Cyprus Missing Persons' Committee back in 2009… Six years ago… Six years ago, what had happened in Kokkinotrimitia in 1963 would break my heart…
Ozer Ekrem Emin had two sons when he went `missing` - Huseyin was barely seven years old and Raif was five and a half… His wife was pregnant and would soon give birth after her husband went `missing` to a lovely little girl that she would call Sherife…
In 2010 Raif Yucelten would call me and we would speak about my findings… I would send him everything I wrote about Kokkinotrimitia… Few days ago we would speak again about the funeral… Yesterday the elder son of the `missing` Ozer Ekrem Emin, Huseyin would call me and we would have a long conversation about his father, about what had happened, about how he felt now…
He still had his wedding ring on his finger when they found his remains in the well in Kokkinotrimitia… The buckle of his belt remained… The buttons from his shirt remained… His socks remained… His sweater remained… He tells me that they will bury these together with his remains on Monday…
I had found a Greek Cypriot friend who loved Ekrem and he would tell me about him as we sat in a coffee shop in Astromeritis… They had been friends while the Greek Cypriot was working for the electricity company – Ekrem was well dressed and could sing songs and they would sit and Ekrem would play his saz (a musical instrument) and sing songs as they ate and drank… After Ekrem `disappeared`, his wife Ayshe had sent word to one of the Greek Cypriots who worked with Ekrem to go and see her – she wanted to ask some questions… But this person would not go and the Greek Cypriot friend of Ekrem would ask him why…
`What shall I tell her? That they came and took him away?...` the guy would answer…
The family would continue to look for him and try to follow what had been happening… Huseyin, the son of Ekrem who had been seven years old at that time knows and remembers every single case of `disappearance` from the area and he asks me about Veysi from Akachi, about this and that person…
`We used to try to follow what was happening in order to see if we can also find out something about my father… I have names… I have gone to Kokkinotrimitia… I even visited ……. while he was dying to see if he would have mercy to tell me where he buried my father… But he did not speak…`
The person he visited in Kokkinotrimitia was someone who had been involved in the killings of Turkish Cypriots in Agios Vassilios (Ayvasil) as well as those in Kokkinotrimitia…
`We have a nice kind of anxiety for the funeral` he says, `although we are sad, we are sort of happy at the same time that finally we would bury him next to our mother, on the anniversary of my mother… We would also put a plaque on the monument with his name, the monument we have in Gaziveran for all those who died… Afterwards? I don't know… Shall we take it to court?`
Huseyin would never stop looking for any information about his father…
`Please come on Monday to the funeral… I want to thank you because you are the backbone of all the investigations` he says… `If it wasn't for you, we wouldn't be where we are…`
I go with my husband on Monday to the funeral to lay flowers and be with the three kids who never stopped looking for their father…
I hug the little girl born after her father's death, who only saw her father in photographs, beautiful photographs in black and white, a father whose warmth she could never feel… I pass on all my warmth to her so that she would know she is not alone… Perhaps this would heal my heart a little bit, sharing this pain and sharing this moment…

6-7.2.2015

Photo: Ozer Ekrem Emin...

(*) Article published in the POLITIS newspaper on the 1st of March 2015, Sunday.